Somewhere, over the rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow, my dreams are taking shape
Somewhere over the rainbow, my life is catching pace

Right now, my life has no up and down, no right or left, i am just having what you may call a vacation or a party. Work is not much, nor is the stress. I just lie around my room at times and stare into space. It has been 2 days since i got back home, and i haven't left the house since. If you ask me what i have been up to, well, i have absolutely no clue. Yet time is rushing past and before i know it, its evening and its dark. I just sit here with my music and my things, i sleep, i read, i eat, i sing. Many may say, how lucky i am to be living this way, with no work and no deadlines to try and keep at bay. But if you ask me, its driving me insane, this just doing nothing and being lost in a daze. So many useless thoughts come to my mind and i sit and dwell on useless things, simply wasting my time.
But i know, somewhere my dreams are taking shape and soon i am going to hit upon the perfect potion to make me sane. Till then, i continue to sit and gaze, gaze at some empty spot in an endless daze.