We all learn sooner or later that our parents are right, we all learn that there is never need for a fight. We all learn that veggies are good for us, and so they should be eaten without making a fuss. But this learning is a self one, and not to be forced, it comes when one is ready and only then one really learns the most !
Silly how i have started preaching all good things, am i really turning into one of those boring beings? Sigh, this is probably very true, but all i know is everyday i am meeting a part of me thats new. There were times id get angry in a flash, id say mean things and just be rude. But now i wait and hold back my words, i calm down first and then spill my woes. I never had patience with a lot of things, but now i see changes in the way i see beings. Close ones say they see a change in me, good or bad we will just wait and see !
There were little things first that would hurt me hard, but now i just flick them with a wave of a hand. I say ok, thats how its meant to be, rather than dig and try to see. I realize everyone is different and not like me, i give up trying to force people to see same things as me.
I realized letting people go is the only way to know, if they really mean a lot to you or is it only a show. I have started seeing things that i was scared to see, i have started having more confidence in the person that is me. I always thought in my heart that i was no good, and so anyone who was friends with me had to be worshiped. But some awakening in my thoughts finally made me see, im not really as bad as i believed to be.
Talking to people and accepting my faults, was probably the first step to let go my flaws. I am happy with the new me, even if she is boring for i like her new confidence that is ever growing...
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so parents are boring,eh? must be true,as nagging ,repeating and going on and on about the same do's and don'ts does get boring.an eye opener for parents too.
the honesty and guts to put down what you have makes me proud of you. just keep discovering the new you and loving yourself too
Haha i didn't say boring... but yea, the nags were nagging till i realized they not nags ! Thanks for making me who i am today :) Love you both !
Believe in yourself and love yourself and worry not others say, listen to your heart, enjoy Champagne!
Enjoy your new-found yourself
Guess they nag coz they r jus bein protective. even wen v r 50 years old n older v wil stil b theire babies. Hey, wise Uma. Gratitude shows that u understand!
some time back.. i was told that ur now a big girl! we all change with time.. but i now get to see n feel the real change in u. proud of you..that you not only have the guts to write these things but you write with so much confidence.
parents will always have their say and many a times their way!but all for u! proud of u to show ur love for them!
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