Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Time of my life

Back in France, whenever i was happy or sad, high or low, i would turn to my blog and quickly write down whatever it was i was feeling or thinking. Then i came back to India, got absorbed in work, life and the time i spent thinking and writing went from little to nothing...
The last few weeks have been a roller coaster ride. With emotional highs and equally strong lows, i am left quite drained out and lost and alone. I find myself saying this to myself quite a lot these days, the feeling of being alone. How can i be alone when i i have people around me all the time? How can i complain when this is in fact the most beautiful time of my life? How can i think negative when everyone around me is celebrating my joy?
Come on umelette, get a life. Throw away the blues and live bright. Its a new wave that is coming in, a new flight of life. There are so many beautiful things to look forward to than stay here and bury yourself in cries! Look at yourself in the mirror and smile, isn't this what you have waited for all your life?
So i tell myself, buck up, get up and be happy in life. Soon will be a journey to walk down in life. Look at the happiness and joy all around, soak in the pleasure and the journey of life !

1 comment:

manda said...

Bravo! good to have you back. this roller coaster ride is the most common ride before the D Day arrives! All perfectly normal girlie!
enjoy each day as it comes.
don't give anyone the power to make or spoil your day.its your time and you decide how you want to live it.